![]() It does seem a lot more difficult than it really is though. ![]() Regardless of whatever is going on around me only I can truly make myself happy. After a while I began to realize that stuff may really suck sometimes, but to be honest this is the happiest I’ve ever been. The only person that can do anything about it is me. Why can’t I just be happy? What am I doing so wrong? Then out of nowhere I start laughing, I mean hysterial laughter. By this point, I just keep asking myself the same questions over and over again. I start crying, thinking of how overwhelmed I feel and how terrible everything is. Fast forward, I’m sitting in my room, everything going through my mind at once - I catch a glance of a picture of my dad and realize he’s no longer around to help me I break. Now I’ve got to go home and deal with all of my responsibilities and issues waiting for me there. ![]() Between school, drama, and now boyfriend problems, it’s been stressful. ![]()
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